You be you and I’ll be me, today and today and today, and let’s trust the future to tomorrow. Let the stars keep track of us. Let us ride our own orbits and trust that they will meet. May our reunion be not a finding but a sweet collision of destinies!”― Jerry Spinelli
Reposting my status on Facebook with more photos attached 🙂
Today was a job hunting day andddd the ‘flexible working hours’ perk is always the very first thing that makes my heart jump and giddy, NOT the renumeration but always the convenience of not waking up super early – BY FORCE. Yesss, going to a different country won’t change the fact that I LOVE sleeping! 😜😜
I also happened to walk past the company I should have been employed with 2years ago but was just unsuccessful just because PH embassy had always this presumption that single Pinay girls would go TNT (Tago Ng Tago) or live illegally in a foreign country. Yes my visa got denied the first time and it was so painful that I swore to Lord Keroppi that I won’t ever set foot in Germany anymore because those were the days when I desperately wanted to leave PH and yet what did I get? My broken self was even broken more, into pieces, and in super tiny bits.. anyone who had been betrayed by closest friends and loved ones and tried to be a superhero to save an obviously failing relationship, plus the fact that I dread my job already then and my father was sick and a lot more family issues, would only had one option – ESCAPE. One part of my brain was optimistic, telling me that it was a luck by chance and I should really grab it. However, my (always) selfless self was whispering that I should stay (I hate it) because people needed me in that used-to-be-hellhole. Because it had been always a problem for me to accept rejections, I have been a human ampalaya even more ever since my visa was rejected. From hating the people around me, I also hated the PH for having a bad history – the reason of my visa denial and Germany for denying me. I totally erased my overseas plan then and switched to a different plan. My OOTD blogging and travelling helped me move on and I somehow realized that I wanted to go back to school and pursue my love for clothes or maybe shoes. I found myself in UP Diliman one day, checking for slots and I was so happy because I had made a friend that day, a faculty member, and made sure that I would get a slot next school semester for Clothing Technology class. That was also the day when I met ‘the love of my life’ and the rest? Is not history and will never be a history for me because those lovely days still seem to be so fresh and something I love recounting – the memories that get lovelier every passing day.. 😏😇😉
Because we both love shoes, you would see her featured from time to time here at theshoenazi (esp in my Facebook and Instagram 😜). We had a test photoshoot the other day and below were the photos taken. Thanks to the bright sun and Ela’s (her mom) beautiful garden! xx
What do you think of my new model😜?