Diary

bye may!

“We are all mistaken sometimes; sometimes we do wrong things, things that have bad consequences. But it does not mean we are evil, or that we cannot be trusted ever afterward.” ― Alison Croggon

Waving goodbye to the topsy-turvy month of May and saying hello to a hopefully spine-tingling June – my birth month!

Although it’s quite unsettling because I’m kind of having pre-birthday blues lately. I’m not sure if I should blame my crazy hormones again or the missed (super effin important) calls on my phone a few days ago. Or maybe BOTH?

I’m still sad but almost feeling better already. Still questioning the irony of life but 75% accepting the fact that some things take a bit time. So.. I don’t care anymore if the grandest wish I have for my upcoming birthday will not happen yet. I will just wait for the right moment. I just do hope though that the people around me should understand that even if my fate has been so generous to me throughout the years of my existence, I am just human not to have weak points and sad days. And failures.

Aside from accepting that some things are not yet meant to happen, I have also accepted the fact that I’m stuck with this little bastard for the rest of my life. LOL.

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She’s been doubling my migraine the past few days that I was halfway booking a ticket to PH. I was even surprised I still found a space for forgiveness for her. Well, I think that’s really how love goes.  You forget and you forgive. Always. All the time. And no matter what… I’m happy that she’s trying her best this time. And why do I feel confident that she will be good and true to her words finally? Dobrze

The picture above is memorable for me that’s why I chose to include it in this post. Also sharing this for the pleasure of other people who are unfortunately born with peasized brain thinking that just because a couple loves posting happy pictures, they don’t argue anymore or that they are plastic. It’s sad that a lot of people nowadays are drowned with bitterness that instead of looking at the beautiful side and be inspired, they choose to make beautiful things ugly and would rather let the green eyed monster eat them. And sometimes these kind of people even look exactly like monsters actually. Poor creatures!

Special shoutout to my super friends Carlalo, Nikita, Jess and Kathae who have been my constant virtual buddies lately. Thank you for not getting tired of hearing out my occasional dramas. 😛

IBIZA 3 in progress. Previous posts about it here and here.

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Mutzii

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