“How often do we stand convinced of the truth of our early memories, forgetting that they are assessments made by a child? We can replace the narratives that hold us back by inventing wiser stories, free from childish fears, and, in doing so, disperse long-held psychological stumbling blocks.”― Benjamin Zander
As I’ve said in my previous diary post, I’d be more visible now on my blog than on social networking sites. With that being said, I have an outfit post (finally) for you today! Featuring my love, Daria. This was done last Easter Sunday but I was in an intense battle with my mood during the past few days that I had to feed that feeling first and let it out through writing – as you might have noticed in my last two blog posts, which content was beyond the number of words my posts usually have..
The good news is, I’m trying my best now to feel better. That’s why even though I’m still not in the mood to be a human, I agree with the Boe to go out for a date this Saturday, meet up with her friend and party with the parents. Because the truth is I just wanna write and write and write and just have my own world atm. But feeding this kind of feeling long enough is not good anymore. I must do something to interfere this demon in me. Just like what my beshe Kathae told me yesterday, it’s just a matter of mind setting. And that’s what I’m trying to achieve..
I don’t wanna be blinded anymore by these bunch of ideas that suddenly flicker in my head out of nowhere, which in any way are only meant to disappear or to be stuck inside my brain, or worse, makes me a bipolar. Or worry things that are not really worrisome or not even worth the stress like my age? I know, I know. I’m still too young to be bothered by this thought but well, I’m probably on post quarter-life or very early mid-life crisis. Lol.
So, anyways before I bore you with my emotional/mental blah blah (I’m sorry it’s just my own therapy xx), here’s the wife’s androgynous casual look last Easter, taken indoor because the weather that day was as harsh as my mood. 😛 There will also be a bit of changes happening in this blog in the next coming days, so stay tuned!